Well everyone, yesterday I was hit with a steel demolishion ball. I was given the news that my friends 9 year old grandson is fighting cancer, he is our little Dante' baseball buddy...I feel so sick, I have cried over Kobe more than I did when my mom was killed. (but then again I do not remember much of that year anyway). So I am calling on all foggyrockers to send a litttle prayer GOD's way for Kobe to beable to handle the chemo and radiation...what really bothers me most is that as we are fundraising to send Victor to China, my friend and her family are fundraising to save Kobe, IT IS JUST SO UNFAIR. Little Dante' is heart broken, he loves Kobe's mom too...she was the boys baseball coach too. So if you can send a prayer Kobe's way. Love you all and thanks for reading my note...Dante' is always asking me question ablut why bad things happen in his world...I wrote him a song about asking a few questions he had to Jesus, we all liked it and even were rapping to it, I wrote it on 11/03/08...last night Dante' read it again and said "mom this sound like if was made for Kobe" this was 11/04/08, I was only told about Kobe this morning...I grew up hating when this happened to me, but over the years I have gotten used to it...so now my song for Dante' has a name..A Song for Kobe...I lost my uncle and grandma to cancer 24 years ago, and a few of my grandma's nieces...so strange feelings have taken me for a loop... Sorry for going on and on, but my babies are to smll for me to overwhelm them with how I feel.

We're praying for Kobe.

So sorry to hear about your friend's grandson. For this to happen to someone so young & small just doesn't seem fair at all, does it? I have an uncle & best friend both fighting this deadly disease right now. So I can really relate to what you're feeling. STAY STRONG! You still have to be a mother to your kids, too. Don't overwhelm yourself & focus on asking Jesus to remove this burden from you. Keeping you my prayers tonight & every night.