State: PA
Country: USA
Member since: Jan 09, 2008
Last logged in: Nov 18, 2008
Hello,
I am a stay at home mom to 4 wonderful children. i would not trade the time i get to spend with them for anything. The kids are growing up so fast it is unreal. My oldest is in second grade this year, my little me...lol..(she looks just like me) is in kindergarten, and then my baby girl was 4 in November, and my baby boy was 3 in December...He is the reason for joining this site.He is in the process of being evaluated for Autism.So far all they will tell me is that he has developmental delays, Gross motor delays, mixed receptive/expressive language disorder, sensory issues,low muscle tone...and then they say.."Early signs of Aspergers" or "Possible PDD-NOS" , we take him back again this month..i am hoping to hear something other than bring him back in 3 months..:) and his regular ped, said he thinks hi is on the higher end of the spectrum. and his speech therapist said she thinks he might have apraxia...so there you have it.....my introduction....:)...i am hoping to make some friends who understand without a word....:)
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Dana's Compositions
by Dana on 05.29.08 - public - 134 visits
I really LOVE lyrics to songs.....and this song means something to me today....allot of days....I added it to his profile......
Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
(Sometimes i don't know how to get through to Silas....and i feel like i could be doing more to help him, but i don't knwo what that something more is)
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
(Im worried about all his diagnoses and im worried about his future.
)
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
(I wonder where his future will take him)
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
(This verse gives hope for all the things he COULD do...)
Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
(Sometimes i feel like i will never really knwo what is going on with him, They will just keep telling me they cant figure him out and that he is a shady kid.
)
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me..
(i wonder if this is how he feels sometimes)
So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done
So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
(i sometimes feel like he tries so hard to tell us things, he has to work so hard and putting his thoughts into words....how that must feel....:(
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
BUT!!!!!
I love him just the way he is.....and one day i KNOW he will say mommy.....
"LETS TALK"
Comments(8)
4muskateers
Posted on Fri, 30 May 2008
I too can only wait to hear Julian's voice...I imagine how he will sound...I think he will sound more like our 22 year old son Peter.
shannonj
Posted on Fri, 30 May 2008
That is haunting and beautiful....The words are there in his soul. He has so much to say to you and it will come....
LisaAKAmom
Posted on Thu, 29 May 2008
I understand, I waited 6 long years for my son to say Mommy! I like that band too...so I will have to go search for this song now! Another song that always reminds me of our kids is the song Unwell, by matchbox20!
Dana
Posted on Thu, 29 May 2008
the artist is coldplay..thanks you guys! im so glad you all understand!
Motherof4
Posted on Thu, 29 May 2008
Your song brought tears to my eyes. I wish you the best with all my heart, you and your son. Keep hoping. The possiblities are endless!
Zurama
Posted on Thu, 29 May 2008
He will say mommy!! My Mickie started saying Mama just two months ago at the age of 10, even though he was written off my the educational system and many others. Your little boy is still little and he will be able to catch up and he will talk again.





