State: PA
Country: USA
Member since: Jan 09, 2008
Last logged in: Nov 18, 2008
Hello,
I am a stay at home mom to 4 wonderful children. i would not trade the time i get to spend with them for anything. The kids are growing up so fast it is unreal. My oldest is in second grade this year, my little me...lol..(she looks just like me) is in kindergarten, and then my baby girl was 4 in November, and my baby boy was 3 in December...He is the reason for joining this site.He is in the process of being evaluated for Autism.So far all they will tell me is that he has developmental delays, Gross motor delays, mixed receptive/expressive language disorder, sensory issues,low muscle tone...and then they say.."Early signs of Aspergers" or "Possible PDD-NOS" , we take him back again this month..i am hoping to hear something other than bring him back in 3 months..:) and his regular ped, said he thinks hi is on the higher end of the spectrum. and his speech therapist said she thinks he might have apraxia...so there you have it.....my introduction....:)...i am hoping to make some friends who understand without a word....:)
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Dana's Compositions
by Dana on 06.02.08 - public - 98 visits
another great song with great lyrics...this is let love in by the goo goo dolls
You wait, wanting this world
To let you in
And you stand there
A frozen light
(i think maybe this is how Silas feels when he is trying so hard to connect with
other kids....)
In dark and empty streets
You smile hiding behind
A God-given face
(the dark and empty streets are the to me the places he wants so desperately to go, but doesn't knwo how to, and so he just stands back in the shadows.
)
But I know you're so much more
Everything they ignore
Is all that I need to see
(I know my little boy....i knwo whats deep inside trying so hard to come out...)
You're the only one I ever believed in
(I do beleive one day the door will open...)
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
(and he will let love in.....)
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in
(he is my angel.....when the fear is where it will start for him....it will be the moment he will just blossom!)
I wish
Wishing for you to find your way
And I'll hold on for all you need
(I pray he will find his place...find his way....)
(and i will be there..however long it takes...)
That's all we need to say
I'll take my chances while
You take your time with
This game you play
(I will take my chances, and have faith Silas will bloom...i will play his games...over and over and over and over....until he is ready )
But I can't control your soul
You need to let me know
You leaving or you gonna stay
(Sometimes i feel like we are teetering on the edge of him going one way or the other...will he leave us...or will he stay...)
You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in
There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to do without
The only way to feel again
Is let love in
( i am happy, i love him my love for him is never ending, no matter how long it may take)
There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to live without
The only way to see again
Is let love in
hear me
wanting this world to let you in
(i want him to go to a regular school have friends....be accepted...BUT....who is to say thats what meant for him...and im ok with that.
)
You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in
(we will get there....we will get there together...
Comments(3)
LisaAKAmom
Posted on Mon, 2 Jun 2008
Let love in and hold on tight to HOPE! and I do agree...we will get there...we will get there together! Beautiful. Funny, I too relate alot of things to songs.
