hi my name is seth and i am seventeen years old i am non verbal and i have autism 

everyone in a family

you try to breach the silence barrier

to let people get to know you but its awful hard to

act sedate when you panic inside

i mostly want to tell people that we are apparently healthy

but maybe we are really sick and desperate for someone

to decipher all our symptoms and give us a treatment

that will ascertain our recovery and give us a chance to

bolt away from autism and be who we were born to be

we are autistic and sad to say real behaviorally challenged

we are normal in our minds and we are dominated by autism

we totally understand all that is said

highly autistic is actually not lost in autism

though autistic people seem lost

they are just trapped

like fog in the morning

it is trapped between places

mist and water

autism is like that

trapped between what we are and

what we are supposed to be

hard to look typical when we give bad impressions to others

we try peoples patience but we dont mean to

families just hope that others wont notice

but they do

desperate to say help and afraid at the same time

the second you get comfortable autism stares you in the face

and saw that you were somewhat typical then

slams you back into reality

totally happy to say that i do talk in my mind and one

day it will just leak out of my mouth and all will be amazed

glory to god

i will sing his praises loudly with my voice

i welcome any thoughts or questions

seth

god loving friend with autism