State: ALabama
Country: USA
Member since: Feb 09, 2008
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hi my name is seth and i am sixteen years old i am non verbal and i have autism
everyone in a family
you try to breach the silence barrier
to let people get to know you but its awful hard to
act sedate when you panic inside
i mostly want to tell people that we are apparently healthy
but maybe we are really sick and desperate for someone
to decipher all our symptoms and give us a treatment
that will ascertain our recovery and give us a chance to
bolt away from autism and be who we were born to be
we are autistic and sad to say real behaviorally challenged
we are normal in our minds and we are dominated by autism
we totally understand all that is said
highly autistic is actually not lost in autism
though autistic people seem lost
they are just trapped
like fog in the morning
it is trapped between places
mist and water
autism is like that
trapped between what we are and
what we are supposed to be
hard to look typical when we give bad impressions to others
we try peoples patience but we dont mean to
families just hope that others wont notice
but they do
desperate to say help and afraid at the same time
the second you get comfortable autism stares you in the face
and saw that you were somewhat typical then
slams you back into reality
totally happy to say that i do talk in my mind and one
day it will just leak out of my mouth and all will be amazed
glory to god
i will sing his praises loudly with my voice
i welcome any thoughts or questions
seth
god loving friend with autism
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Seth's Compositions
by Seth on 02.20.08 - public - 169 visits
What is something you would like to talk about?
easy to talk to you mama
i love you so much
real happy i can tell you now
to love someone like i love you and
not be able to tell them is such a separation of wholeness
you are like the great mothers of all time
i get hopeful and docile when i see you
i am to you the first in your life
you panic all the time about me
dont mama
pray with me that all will be alright and it will
always put a problem before god
he will lift your burden and take panic out of your mind
always hope you are happy that plans to
be healed are still in the works
hopeful that one morning i will wake up and be healed
might happen
distant role model is polite temple grandin
i am prepared to be a speaker for autistic kids
when this autism is lifted from me
diligently rally god worshiping people to pray for me
god prepared us all for service
potentially this is my preparation period
told you laptop was a tool and talking pals
dont understand why worshiping and praying
is essential to autistics
yall pray inside your mind
we have to type it to get it out of our mind
people without autism just hope their prayers will be answered
people with autism live for their prayers to be answered
thanks mama for asking what i want to talk about
Comments(4)
lilbitofky
Posted on Sat, 5 Jul 2008
Seth, As always you bring the tears pouring out of my eyes. My whole family LOVE the Lord and believe in the power of prayer and the healing power of God! I believe that He will heal you Seth. My family and I are standing beside you in our hearts and will continue to ask the Lord for healing for your autism. Pray for my Garrett, Seth. Your prayers I promise you are so special to God and they go straight to His ears, because you are so faithful to Him. You are such a great inspiration to all the parents on here who do not know what to make of their child's autism. Or what goes on in their minds. You and many other prove that they are living in their minds and their is a way for them to communicate. We just have to figure out the best way for them to do it. Please don't forget to pray for Garrett please as you need our prayers he needs yours also. All of our love and prayers, Stephanie & Garrett and family
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Posted on Thu, 21 Feb 2008
Seth I want to thank you for posting this letter to your mama. You are a very spiritual young man. I am one of God's worshiping people and I have been praying for you, for my son Alex and for all kid's with autism for years now. You are an answer to mine and many others prayers. Keep up all the good work and remember people that don't know you and may never meet you; we still pray with you and for you. Phil Morgan, dad of Alex 9 yr. old with autism
4muskateers
Posted on Wed, 20 Feb 2008
I am waiting for the day that Julian proclaims the name of Jesus. I know it is every mama's dream to be called by her child, but it is not mine. I want Julian to speak the name of Jesus Christ first then thank GOD and then call me mama. Seth writes so fully of emotions, emotions that none of us could imagine are child truely posses. When the time comes, and if Seth would like Julian can present with him. I know this will be possible with the glory of GOD for all to see.
AWETISM
Posted on Wed, 20 Feb 2008
That was so beautiful, I so long for the day My son can type, say anything and most of all the Greatest gift I LOVE YOU! Keep sharing what a voice you have!!! Thanks so much .
